Sunday, March 8, 2009

Happy Birthday Tanvi!!!

Today is Tanvi Mohan Kudalkar's 18th birthday!!! *heavy applause*.
Today was perhaps one of those very few days i must have felt really really happy... I really am in not in one of those moods where I can sit and use fancy words to describe my feelings. today i feeli like writing just outta sheer happiness.

The actual incident started with a simple phone call to Siddharth in Kochi out of impulsiveness and also because i was missing him like hell (hadn't spoken to him the last 7 months cuz i was still taking a dump *wink*). And it was Tanvi's birthday in a few hours... We had to do something special for the whiny woman who we simply love....

A call went out to everyone concerned. Nimmo, Sparsh, Siddhant and Mac. Once the clock struck 12. It was a mess. Siddharth singing Na na na na na na.... Nimmo trying to make sure everyone's still on the line, Sparsh saying she's sownloading a Happy Birthday song that went like, "How old are you now?", Mac not there i think. Just a mess....

We finally wished her.... Not celebrating a birthday party in her house, not cuuting a cake a Goody land... Not giving her any presents.... Just wishing her from different parts of India with exams digging our graves, to tell her how much we love her, to make sure she has a kick ass day without complaining....

Eventually i realised what I've been missing out on... Goa is still one place that always pulls me back to my 'happy place'. I still have to buy sidd new jordans....



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Now playing: Led Zeppelin - What Is And What Should Never Be
via FoxyTunes

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Randomness that Sunny and I share

The most random things can be the most inspiring things sometimes. I discovered that I am not the only person who hangs up halfway through a conversation just because I'm bored... Conversations that discuss such things can trigger off a longer conversation that my either lead to interest or just plain feeling of sympathy for your mentally deranged counterpart.

Insanity is that extra step you take. If you take it, you know what you have. If you don't, well you just wouldn't notice the difference. I've had friends who can pretend to be socializing psychopaths because they thrive on the attention they get in their friend circle. But I've rarely come across someone who can tolerate themselves,alone, for over an hour.

According to Honey Love(it's a code name), he's selfish. He cares, he loves, but when it comes to sex; that's the only time he'd consider being nice to his girlfriend. I agree with him. Science agrees with him.

nothing very relevant just being random...

Monday, February 2, 2009

Better Days

I remember the only thin that used to prep my spirits used to be chocolate mousse from Birdy's. I'd ride there all the way on my mutilated bike,Eliza. It brought such joy to me.

Lately, I've been awfully stressed out for no reason at all. I miss days when I traveled all the way to V.T. just to get a cup of coffee with a friend. Or have steak Tuesdays with Sharang and spend the rest of the afternoon at Kala Ghoda sitting at the amphitheater planning out holiday's we'd actually never go for.

Little things like, being excited about going to have pastry or meeting friends after a gap of 3 days, seemed so important at one time. Catching a stranger's eye and smiling at them for no reason at all. Complementing someone randomly because you like their book. I miss doing shit like that.

Life has become so dreadfully monotonous that even if I have all the time in the world I wouldn't do something cuz I just don't feel like it. Or not go to V.T. because I can't compromise on the only one hour that I have because I have to meet my boyfriend. I haven't been too happy. I want to feel glad about who I am, what I'm doing... I want to thank the people who complete my life, make my spirits soar, bring a smile to my face.

If you listen to this song "Smile like you mean it" make sure you listen to the words, they make you realize how much you're losing out on things and how you gotta move on with time.