Friday, July 13, 2007

I regret...

I regret having loved someone so much, that i can't even move on with what I have in life.
I regret making someone soar so high, that now,when I wanna leave his side, all his castles built in mid air, might come crashing down.
I regret becoming what I've become and being helpless to not stop myself.
I regret blaming myself for mistakes other people have made.
I regret not being selfish enough to be happy.
I regret letting in people into the darkest corners of my life.
I regret letting them walk all over me, leaving me to cry alone.

But I don't regret being alone, of taking all that crap, of being confused, of hating myself so much that I can slit my wrists and watch me creep into the land of the dead or of all those mistakes I've made, coz at the end of the day it only makes me stronger...

2 comments:

Unknown said...

what the hells wrong with u bitch....
what were u thinking when u were writing this...what went thru ur head...???????

Vasundhara said...

dunn ask im was juss plain blank....